If you had to describe me in 2 words, odds are they wouldn't be

LOSER and QUITTER

but they probably should be

I've lost my sense of normalcy

quit my own plans

quit the American dream

lost my status

at times I lost my patience, my composure, and my marbles

quit trying to act like I have it all together

I quit smoothing over my testimony of divorce

and lost my fear of rejection

today I handed in my resignation at work

on December 9th, I will officially quit my job

I lost my safety net

I've also lost count of how many times I've gotten to share about Jesus with complete strangers

patients

students

coworkers

passengers in airplanes

cashiers

baristas

church family

janitors

sales assistants at stores

friends

acquaintances

family

I lost my fear of witnessing

I lost all kinds of fears, really

I lost my hesitation

I quit holding back

I quit because Christ acquitted me

I lost so I may gain Christ

and whoa... losing and quitting is SO worth it